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life....

2009-12-13T04:56:00.000-08:00

humans are meant to live in this world wit one another in tis world......but the people surrounding us wil leave us one day..and 1 dae v wil leave them also.....since young i hav many many close relatives who love me so much...but till today...many are gone.....

how i wish i can b with them forever n ever.....

how i wish the world has only natality but no mortality....

grandma n grandpa....how i wish u all can stay healthy when i grow up
so that i can take care of both of u...
bring u to many beautiful places....
da memories i had wil always cherish me...
the love u gave me...wil nvr fades
new year is cuming....another year u leave us....
now is not like those days...
where grandma..u wil make prawn crackers n biscuits wit me
i realy miss u...

both aunties....(da jiumu n xiao jiumu)
eventhough the time i spent wit u was short..
eventhough both of u left us for almoz 10years....
we wil nvr forget u

uncle....(da jiujiu)
u r da moz recent 1 to leave us....
u shud hav stayed longer
u shud hav attended da wedding b4 u leave...
but i m glad now dat u dun hav 2 suffer

how i realy wish u all can stay live forever wit us
like those days in kampung hse
children grown up without worries
play once v open our eyes..
when tired sleep
with laughter all over
with relatives all over....
wat a wonderful day....
if i ever hav a choice
i would rather not to choose air-cond hse
i would rather not to hav a concrete hse
but a long,simple wooden hse....

CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

as time passes by,i m goin more n more crazy...stpm juz 30++hrs ahead....my god......GOD pls help me!!!!!!!!!i m goin insane soon...words keep flashing in my head....wat m i goin 2 do if i get bad results??/wat hapen if i dont get da courses i wan??hmm.....regretting 4 not studying earlier.......hmm...m looking forward 4 da next 23 days.....haiz....

being molested

2009-06-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

yer..hate da prefects in premier sch.....hmm...who du u think u guys are....u r juz our small little juniors...v r 19 years old u know....not kids anymore....how can u guys ask us to stand in such a public area n spot check us??even those drug traffikers who are goin to be sentenced wit death penalty oso have their right to b checked in a closed area......hey...we are gurls u know...u guys hav embarassed us infront of so many students...now ppl think dat v r bad students...juz a handphone...u guys shud juz giv up when u guys r so stupid dat u cant get any phone...that isnt our prob..y u guys juz cant admit dat v dun hav any phone wit us.....u guys hav go against our students right...

prefects..eventhough u r qualified to b prefects,it doesnt mean dat u guys can molest us.....u guys hav ruined our names...hmm..now i doesnt feel safe in sch....hmm....even i myself nvr touched my body so precisely.....so yuacksss when i think bout it..now oni i know y those gurls cry when being molested...now oni i understand da feeling.....hmm...hmm...dunno when oni i can overcome this feeling..it is hard to overcum partly is bcoz of being too conservatif in life...i really hope dat da sch will give an appropriate explaination to us...so unfair...otherwise..we wil see wat v can do...

nice to see,nice to hear,once is out consider worst

2009-06-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

da stupidest school in seremban...so call the best sch but actuali da worst...the teacher there is proud of the school,critised other schs in front of students...but hav u realise dat ur sch isnt half of other schs which is ur so call bad sch???in simple way means this sch is even worse than those sch he said is bad...

head gurl absent for almoz 20 days oso din get any warning letter....she din do project work oso she get da 20marks...she told teacher she has some prob wit communicating wit her teammates..then i oso dun do my homework then when principal ask me,i wil say dat i cant cooperate n communicate wit my teacher...isit dat way???dont u think cluster sch given wrongly to this sch??

back to main topic...malaysia is an islamic based country wit no 'open-minded' act in open....hey u guys dun tell me dat u r malays but duno this rule....hmmm....eventhough v r not malays,v r still gurls...we hav our own limit..do u guys know wat is embarassment??o shy??hmm...v r 19 years olds students..not 9 years old...how can u all din even ask for our permission then straight away touch us??in addition,u gurls do it in public...my god..so many boys there....if it is in private place then can b accepted...my parents who brought me up oso din do such thing to me...even i myself din touch my body so precisely...my god.....u guys realy make us so embarass....hmmm...i really really cant accept it...guess i realy hav to b nun ady....ahahahaha.....

i realy cant accept being touched by others.....well....till now..i can b so open minded wit everything but not my body...guess my frens shud know it....hmmm....i dun care..i sure will report it...u guys over ady....eventhough the betrayer named us out,can u guys b a little bit rational n smarter??once u guys check dat v dun hav anyting,y still wana eye on us??/u guys too free isit??nothing to do isit???then go back n sleep la....waste time..DONT TELL ME ALL DA PREFECTS WHO SPOT-CHECKED US DIN BRING HP.....liar....

BETRAYER!!!!!!u think u so great isit point us out???if u realy wan name n merit,then do ur job properly...u hav alreadi black listed....dun try to be funy....du u know dat ur smile n ur face is very irritating???u r not qualified to b head gurl at all.....i realy look u down....FROM NOW ON u R NOT MY FREN ANYMORE....coz u dun even know wat frens r....

life

2009-06-20T05:40:00.000-07:00

wat is life??
it is sumting very very fragile
at any moment..
it can disappear
or broken
life is juz as illustrated in poem
it is like candle
when it finish burning,
da flame will juz goes off
in human's life

when u r living will good health,
u will think of fame n wealth
these criteria is placed first before relationship,friendship
but the moment u realise that u hav limited time in this world
u wil regret
for not caring enuf towards the people surrounding u
for not putting them first before ur carrer or fame
for doing sinful things towards them
for not showering more love to them
for neglecting ur responsibilities u hav in them
for the ignorance u showed to them

the most hurtful moment is that u know u r dying soon
yet u dun hav enuf time to see them
to talk to them o to share precious moment together
u wan them to b at ur side
to b with u as long as u can
but
u r sad when u realise they r seeing ur painfulness
how suffer u r
u r worried that they wil be suffering wit u
u keep on apologising wit ur family members
for wat u hav done but do u know dat they alreadi forget wat u hav done??
when u lying there
nothing can compare to the love they hav in u
nothing can compare to the bonds they hav in u
mayb when u r rich
they will juz leave u alone..
wit ur living so u think they r angry wit u
their true heart,the love n the respect to u
still like before
nvr changed
even wat u hav done
bro is bro
uncle is uncle
relationship will nvr b affected wit wat had happened
dun feel guilty anymore
no one is perfect in the world
lets juz pray hard
for miracle
v love u so much
so pls dun leave us so fast

ppl..pls appreciate ur life,ur family n ppl surrounding u
since u hav time
do sumting u wish to do
love the ppl who loves u
dont wait till u hav no time
dun regret when u about to leave
dun waste the life god has given to u
so that when u know u r dying soon
pls
go in peace...
wit no guiltiness
wit no anger
but full of happiness
full of satisfaction
full of love
full of gratefulness

sincerely..

2009-06-09T11:42:00.000-07:00

god..
i sincerely pray to u
pls pls
forgive whatever sinful act that he has done,
watever words he spoke which have offended You
watever thoughts which saddens You

God,
pls give him more time to do watever he hasnt
pls giv him another chance to correct watever he has done wrong
pls giv him time to spend wit his children
to hav a short enjoyment wit his family

God
You hav been generous to giv him this life
pls let him fulfill his dream before he leaves this world
once he left,he cant turn back
pls have mercy towards this man
not to let him to end this life with guilt...

God,
we the sinners were so unworthy
yet u choose to die for us
fill us wit ur holy spirit
god,ur love is everlasting
and ur mercies will never end..
ur this little believer
still need your guide
to show,to lead and to take him wit u

oh god...
now he has to fight for life
he enters the room safely,
pls let him out safely..
god every1 is hoping for miracles
and v believe that only you can fullfil us
oni ur angles are able to do so....
god we realy appreciate this man
that u hav given to us
v r so thankful for wat u hav given us
such a wondeful man

god
eventhough i m not the one qualified to ask anything from you
to hav such a big thought
god i know i hav been too much
to ask so much from you
to hav been greedy
but i sincerely pray to you
god
pls save his life...
pls let da miracle happen to him
pls giv him more time
god..pls
pls

sincerely....

piss off

2009-06-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

hmm..i m wondering wat kind of children are there in the future world???how can they can juz ignore the danger of their parent???isnt their parent's life important to them??have they ever think or realise who were the one who bring them to this world full of colours n excitement??

children children,
u can b proud of urself
proud of ur properties,
proud of ur knowledge,
proud of ur life
proud of everything
BUT
u can never proud of urself infront of ur parents.
u can always blame ur parents for whatever they hav done
u can ignore them by juz saying wat they did to you
u can always push ur responsibility to others
but can u really face urself without lying??
can u face god the day u die??
can u face ur parents with all ur sins??

u can boost how rich u r....
but once u r unwilling to treat ur parents,
u r worst than a begger
u can tell anyone,
show anyone you payslip
how much u earn a month
but such a small amount of money
dont tell me u cant take out for the sake of ur parents
to treat them,
to give them an enjoyable life towards the end of their life

do u ever think wat is ur parents feeling when u ignore them??
they will think dat u r doing and planning the best for them
but ur sinful thought has made them feel betrayed....

u prayed hard..
asking god to bless u..
but what for...
how u do u expect the god to giv u all the blessing when u treat ur parents like dat??

now i m juz telling u the truth
DONT WAIT TILL U R TOO LATE
time doesnt wait for anyone...
do watever u can when u still hav time
once they r gone
u will regret
but no one can help u
when u realise that,
u can only bring sinful act wit u when u die
trust me
u can never be happy for the rest of ur life
no matter how rich u r,how proudful u were
money can only follow you to the graveyard
but love will forever cherish u till the day u die....

my new images

2009-06-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

sis serene,bro morgan,bro kenny and i....

me afta clipping up my hair

me in moon yi's saloon

in palace of the golden horses

me in saloon

bridesmaid-lovely sis sue and i

daddy and i

before we go to church

me and my cool bro

me and my lovely brother

hmm..kinda satisfy with da changes...guess wat i did worth it......

confuse

2009-05-28T08:06:00.000-07:00

duno y this kind of problem loves me so much.....heacdache...hmmmm....do i treat people too gud....guess i shud juz talk to few of them enuf ady....

dun like dat kind of eery looking or shud use as staring...if u like him then juz tell him la...non of my business....dun involve me in ur stuff k.....if u dun dare then is ur prob...not fair if u wan me not to talk to him......suddenly i dun talk to him...wit no reason.....if were u,wat will u think????i treat him as frens...nothing else than tat...okie...i hav clearified it here....so dun bother me anymore......

chao......

1 more day

2009-05-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm...finally exam ended peacefully.....not peaceful actualy....guess i score badly again......hmmm....sorry....i promise 2 study next time...

finally 1 more day for me 2 break my 19 years rule....i m goin 2 wear dress....huh...unexpected rite???guess i wil b like clown....hehe.....so nervous...hopefully nothing bad happen

1st time in my 19years life

2009-05-23T07:35:00.000-07:00

hehe...guess wat i did...hahahaa....
guess most of my close frens know wat happened...hehe
erm i broke my own record
now i own 2 blouses...hehe....
thanks to sis stella...
if not bcoz of ur wedding,i guess i wont hav a dress till mayb another few more years....

okie now back to the day i broke my record...
it was friday afternun about 2pm
my mum n i went to jusco to look for dresses....
i was supposed to be studying at hum....
lazy me....find excuses to escape from jail.....
partly was because the hot weather...
i bought 2 dresses...erm 1 is white in colour and the other 1 is black n white....
i saw charmaine there....
frens pls dun ask me to show u kie??
paiseh la.....

hehe...
anyway i will blog again after my exams....
4 more days to go...

SIS STELLA,
eventhough u dun read blogs
but i sincerely pray hard for you
for your happiness wit ur husband
may god bless you all
for ur family,urself n ur husband....
CONGRATS YA...
LUV U...

sick again

2009-05-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

so sad...flu again..luckily not H1N1....but very tired..how to study???anyway i am so lazy to study 4 my mid-year...oh god..help me....

mum i love you

2009-05-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

mum,
from the day you know u are pregnant till today,
your responsibility doesnt fades.
from the day i was born,
the love you give me is uncountable
from the day i learn how to walk,
you hold my hand tight
especially when i am about to fall
from the day i know how to think,
you teach me patiently how to be a good human

mum,
ur precious time
has just past without any enjoyment,
just simply for your family and your children
you didnt have time for yourself
not like others, dancing,singing,enjoying their life
just because a pair of children..
the time you spent,the effort you have given to them,
nothing can be compared.

mum,
you didnt blame your children for arguing with you
or raising up their voice,
instead you humblely speak to them
forgive them even they didnt apologise with you..

mum
the hard time when we were young,
the sorrowful when we were poor,
the awkward sight of neighbours,
didnt even affect your love to us...
this is the power of a mum...

mum,
i sincerely apologise to you
for what i have done
for the sins i did to you
for raising up voices to you
for being mad at you over small matter
for not helping you
for whatever i did which hurts you
mum,thank you so much for what you have done for me
i really appreciate your love
what you done for me
what you have given to me
eventhough we are not rich,
yet we isnt very poor.
thank you so much mum
i love you so much....
i m so grateful to god
to have given me such a wonderful mum

happy mother's day.....
love you

sincerely,
your daughter

what is so great about u n your sch???

2009-05-08T02:25:00.000-07:00

dont you think that you r so great????i think the ministry of education is having some mistakes in selecting teachers...is it because there is not enough of teachers??yet they shouldnt take such a bad teacher....or i think they should hav ask some of these 'good' teachers to attend moral classes before teaching.they dont even know the basic moral values....

dont you dare to reprimand students for being not respectful o dont follow what you say when you yourself is not respecting others..you think your school is very great?you think the students wish to enter your school???pls dont b so perasan k....i bet if all schools have form six o v students were given choices,all of us will not step into your school.....would you just sit down n think what is so great about your school???great for having a prison school???great for having bad dicipline??great for stealing cases???great for having a bad canteen???great for having prefects caught smoking???dont u ever think it is a shame o a pride when u tell others about your so call one of the best schools???

why are you so proud of your school???please....people get to know your school is not because of what ever school it is...but people know the school for having the worse dicipline among the best schools....even those schools that you criticised are better than your school...

your school can be one of the best schools partly is because your students are chosen...i dont understand why cant you think before you speak...i dont think other schools will like to have problematic students.but the principals have no choice but to accept them....we are form six students.we can think properly before we speak so not to create any sensitive topics but why cant you,middle-aged man cant think before you speak?if you cant speak without guide,pls do write the speech out.or mayb you wana grab attention especially teachers' day is juz around the corner???even you teachers group students in either good performance to grab attention or behave badly to grab attention...so i guess you hav too many competitors to be the good ones,so you decided to b the worst..

school authorities wants us,students to be excellent but i guess with such a bad role model,we are qualified to be those who raise sensitive issues in the public then detain by ISA.for us to behave well,i guess those 'good' teachers should be kicked out.

v acs students have the joy whenever we want to go back to the school.none of the teachers will force us to go co-curriculum.we dont need to be locked like prisoners.we are so proud to tell others that we were former acs students.not like in thins school.totally diffrent.as if there is a big mirror reflecting wat we have gone through.....

hmmm...still first impression is important...i really regret for not goin to SPI....haiz.....

so teacher if you are good, dont be afraid for others critising you in newspaper or what ever it is.dont have to make it a school rule....

special you....

2009-03-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

hmm...duno why every year,around this period i will miss you so much....everytime when i have something sad or happy,surely i can feel your presence...may be i think too much or may be you do stay by my side....

it is something special to me imagining my childhood with your presence by my side...playing with my and giving me love which i cant have it in this life time...eventhough i am not lucky enough to live with you,play with you and talk to you...i am still happy that i know i had you before....

maybe i runs some of your blood...i can feel how close we are eventhough you are no longer here....you will never know how i wish i can have you....i wanted to visit you but i cant..mum never let me there....i cant stop thinking of you especially when i am sad or fell being bullied....

i do comfort myself each time i see people happily chitchatting and playing with some who most of them dont appreciate their presence.....maybe you know i really nid you....that is why i can always feel your presence...

i really cant stop imagining the good time we have with goegoe especially in childhood time....how do you look like by now??r u as tall as me??shorter or even taller???r you living happily in the other world???maybe god loves you more than i do....i can only have you pictures forever....not even memories...sad me....hope you do rest in peace.....

forever love you...

valentine's day

2009-02-14T08:38:00.000-08:00

da singles celebration...muahahahahaa...me,joyce,xinyi n mandy went to eat steamboat 2gether 2 celebrate valentine's day...sob**v dun hav valentine....anyway it was fun to go out together...erm later the couple of the day *mankwan n poow hui* joined us....hmmm....both of them + joyce knot go steamboat....hhhahaa....sure rugi 1...

hahaha...then v saw many acs fellas...

ppl today like 2 dress up awkwardly...hahaha...sexy dress to steamboat??mini skirts??hahhaa
mayb they feel too hot there....

2009-01-23T09:29:00.001-08:00

23.1.09....i wil remember u always.....today i hav dissected a rat....i named it as -eleven-....hmm....abit nervous at first...some of my classmates cried...then when i hold the rat then i am fine with it.....luckily it is dead...if i were to kill it,i am sure i cant do it....i looked calm and brave....firstly we need to massage it in water to make it soft(frozen rat)

teacher showed us how to dissect.....but abit nervous.....

oopsss...painfull!!!!!can feel da pain when i nailed it....

forever in my memory.....

love you.....

my new classroom

2009-01-10T06:19:00.000-08:00

friday was my 1st day to enter my new classroom,6A Izzuddin.....yeppy...i like it....but.....something happened...

let me start with cleaning the classroom.....everyone including the guys were helpful...but one of our 'good' friend did not help...she just stand there as if she is a princess or what...she just waited for others to sweep n clean the class then she freely go and reserve her place.....this had caused everyone to boycott her.....we were so angry with her...

when we were cleaning the class,we spoke very loudly...disturbing swee tin cheh's class(6A Isk)..she came over to our class,of course not like those impolite ones..she just stand there and told one of my classmate to lower down the voice....hahaa....we were so guilty bout it....sorry ya teacher....anyway,i heard she praised us for being cooperating....

next,school sports house meeting.....i am in meate house...at first i was in braddon..at that time,i was so unhappy cause i was the only chinese in that house.....sad....but when i found out mandy n jiayi are in that house,i fell so grateful..but unfortunately mr.nawi said that our houses were rearranged according to kementerian or something...this time i m in meate....now i hav jiahui and chwee yee with me....not bad..

when the house 1st meeting is on,election for committee was held...but all malays except 1 indian...haiz....the form 6 students including me are so bersemangat....we want to bring fame to our hse as everyone looks down at our house.....haiz....

but u know....jiahui n i was so bersemangat 4 lempar ccakera and lontar peluru events.....da irresponsible teacher said our names were not registered.....haiz....hopeless.....

pain.....

2009-01-09T07:38:00.000-08:00

hmm...yesterday was my 12th day since i fell down....hmm...still bad...da sinseh pushed my leg so hard.....it was so painful till i cant say anything...omg.....what happen to me??/y i have to suffer that???these were the questions appering in my mind that moment....those who had undergo it will know the pain.....anyway..i have to get well soon..i want to take part in school sports day...hopefully.....

leg......

2008-12-27T03:03:00.000-08:00

hmm...today is already the 4th day from the day i fell down.....as everyone will do..i went for a x-ray in aleen clinic....it was the first time i enter a x-ray room...hopefully it is the last time i go in....i was nervous when i entered the room....omg.....that doctor pressed my leg....so painful.........anyway....i am lucky that my bone or my knee is not fractured....but unfortunately.....my ligaments are hurt......

anyway i decided to consult another famous sinseh.....erm....for his knowledge (after pressing my leg so hard)he confirmed that my ligaments are hurt......omg...that sinseh is in his 50+...he is so energetic...he pressed my leg til my tears flow down uninvitedly.....he even showed my mum how abnormal my leg is.....this time it costs me about RM102.....

the first sinseh costed me bout RM30....x-ray RM30......

throught out the 19 years,my legs costed me so much....that is why my mum always say that i owned a pair of golden legs....

mum n dad....sorry for using so much money.....

luckily dad,mum and bro are always there for me...thanks for being so supportive......unlilke grandma.....

i had a bad day

2008-12-25T00:23:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....this year,2008,i had the most special christmas in my 18 years of life..not because i get any big present or strike lottery..but became oku again...

i thought of warming up myself by playing my favourite sport,basketball..after so long didnt touch o it,i was so excited....but unfortunately,accident happened where i sprained my leg.....

i went to consult chinese sensei..he asked me whether we were flying...never see anyone who sprained their knee when playing.....it was so painful when i walked up 3-storeyed staircase.....

however,i still went to charmaine's house for christmas gathering eventhough i cant walk properly as i told her i will go......

the gathering was great.....thought of visiting aunties during christmas....i better stay at home...

the next morning,mum frightened me again..according to her,my uncle told her that if my leg continues to swell,my knee might have cracked..

really frightened me...never thought it could be that serious.....anyway...i just need to wait for another few days.........

hopefully not....

back to childhood....

2008-12-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

look at these 3 big babies who enjoy playing sandart at jusco....how embarassing it was...but childhood feeling is still the best.....

look at joyce.....she is bullying a small kid named atikah......hahaha....wit her is her pink monster.....not lilo anymore

me n small little kid....still ours is prettier than hers.....hahahaha

joyce is guiding her...while mandy is snapping da photo

joyce cant tahan ady...she help her 2 do...

my own butterfly......

2008-12-11T23:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm....quite successful as i can rear my own butterfly......whether u believe it or not,i witness with my eyes,from a small little caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly....what a nice butterfly.......

i feel so sad 2 let u go but i hav no other choice...i dont wana kill you either....i just hope that u can hav a happier life......how i wish i can hav a beautiful body like yours...

i should have....

2008-12-11T23:01:00.000-08:00

i am sorry....i doesnt meant to hurt you neither blame on you....it was all my fault....i wanted to tel you but i dont know how to start it...you had given me so many clues but i nvr try to figure out....blame on me.....

i shold have asked you
i should have told you
i should have double-checked it
i should have figured out
i should have...
and i should have....
i should have...

cant regret now....i am just too stupid...that is what i am angry with......anyway..it has happened....cant do anything....just i m sorry to make u sad and feel sorry about what has happened....

i am sorry........

luckily i m open-minded...haha....nvmind...no worries..i can always find it back

complicated......

2008-11-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

eventhough we know each other for only half a year,yet we still enjoy ourselves in class.....we have formed a big big family where our relationships are messed up...we have grandpa(avin) n grandma(peishyen)...mum(me)..son(sengseng) n daughters(mankwan n rachel)...even daughter in laws[kashou 1(jiahui),2(gp) n 3(m.y)],son in law(mushroom head),kunka(jiayi),naima(chwee yee),yipoh(pei teng)...samsei(fik) n sampou(dunno her name)...n moyang(grace)...1 word 2 describe complicated....

wuzun

2008-10-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

fahrenheit came 2 seremban parade...omg...they are so handsome....especially wuzun..he is so so handsome.....his smile is very attractive and his is fair....gambateh fahrenheit....

4EVA SUPPORT U GUYS.....

celebration after final

2008-10-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

hooray!!!!!!!!its time to celebrate......hmmm...finally my final exam ended peacefully...not peaceful actually..cause i m sick....but it is a happy moment cause i dont have to suffer of waking up early.....so we decided to celebrate it at hawaii steak hse.....haha...again...they should offer us wit discounts o anything else....(pelanggan tetap)...at first i thought only me,meichern,mandy and xinyi....luckily kam chen,sum,yewyew,jim and vincent join us...and v saw yanyan n his gf....

then v went to play bowling....i keep on telling poow 2 drive slowly...so frightening...haha....xperience it b4....then v saw 3 transexuals with funny funny dressing and make up....hahaa....but they are kinda gud in bowling.....1 with purple dress n 'his' actions...adui.....so funny la.....posing pulak....xinyi oso not bad.'sumting happened till her face all red' guess what had happened......cant reveal too much...later she will kill me....

then v continued with soccer and basketball challenge

ended around 11.30pm..enjoy it so much..thanks guys...thanks poow 4 driving so slow...hahahaa...

fun time in class

2008-09-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmm...it had been a long time i didnt post anything.....hmmm...no time for bloggin.but this wonderful time with my classmates has to be blogged so that i can remember it forever....

it was thursdae where we have 3 periods of chemistry as usual...but all of us were so lazy to study that day....so we decided to bodek miss rose(our chemistry teacher)who is the most hardworking teacher(never late to clas what else miss class) to let us do our own work...hahaa... actually we were playing truth or dare

**here comes the main topic**

we were playing truth or dare since the period before chemistry...and our 1st victim is peishyen...she chose dare and as a result she chose dare,we made her to say i love you to the 1st guy she saw.....and the 1st 1 was lim wai leong...haha..sorry mc...

then miss rose let us enter library since we all didnt want to study..(she wasnt feeling well.that is why she was so lenient)...then we continued...

from the begining i knew they wanted me to choose dare so that they can fool me around wit someone they used to tease me with..hahaa....hmmm..everyone had 5 times of dare and 5 times of truth...so i chose truth all the time since i knew i would be fooled around when i chose dare....but in library i dont have any other choice but to choose dare..my god.. friends are to be betrayed..true enough they fooled me around....hmmm...so embarassing...so stop here.....

next was chandrella to accept kumar's love like romeo and juliet.hahaa..so funnny....then mankwan's waving....huh..so sexy....then free kissing n hugs.....wow...almost the whole class were our victims...

it was so fun...hope to have more of this time with u guys....love u guys alot.....

hmmmmm....again

2008-08-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

embarassment after embarassment..this is the 3rd time i guess creating 'story' in kgv...well...today the whole 6r izzuddin students were chased out of the class...'great experience' because i never did all these in acs...mr.nawi our class teacher chased us out as we didnt do his work..he said 'saya faham dengan perangai kamu semua.habiskan baru masuk.'then we purposely enter the class just 2minutes before he left..wow!!!so nice that we can skip his class...

HOORAY!!!!!!!!

HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st impression never wrong....

2008-08-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

What a day!!!!!!This is the 1st time i came across with the stupid rule 'do not laugh in school compound' or else you will be punished...this happened during the assembly on friday morning..in one of the 'cluster' school in seremban..where a fat malay teacher punished me n mandy for laughing......actually i dont know when we laughed...prefects didnt even reprimand us....hmmmm...teacher..at least a warning please.....

people used to say 1st impression is important..this is because 1st impression never wrong!!!!!!!i do believe that!!!when i was in acs,i never ever have good feeling towards my present school.....NEVER!!!but i thought it would change after i enter the school......but till now the feeling has not change.....hmmm...that is why so many embarassing moments in this school.....i already have 2 records in kgv (in 2months)....i never hav 1 in acs for these 11 years.....how nice in acs..i

haiz......being punished for nothing.....i hate that.......they should have warned us 1st before taking any action.....This is STUDENTS' RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!he punished us but he himself talked and laughed with the perfects....and not only both of us talk...why only us???UNFAIR...haiz....

Nevermind!!!!!!only 1 year + to go....after that bye bye ...i will never enter the school again...NEVER EVER....i do prefer acs....hahha....i should just be patient ........

PATIENT!!!!!!!!PATIENT!!!!!!!!!!PATIENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

birthdae celebration......

2008-07-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

hmmm...eventhough my birthday is on 22nd of july,i hav celebrated it earlier..hahaa....

hmmm...it was friday night,18th of july 2008...i celebrated my 18th birthday at hawaii steak house with a group of friends...namely..mandy,xinyi,charmaine,jiayi,hann,

ying,ni,yiru,amelia,ah fu,chwee yee(my new friend),rachel ng(my long lost friend),

rachel jamie lee,mankwan,peishyen n our new ji mui avin

1st time 2 feel how smooth is the cake....

charmaine with my newly modified specs

all girls + new ji mui

embarassing

2008-06-13T04:57:00.000-07:00

really embarassing yesterday...i was punished for being late to assembly...omg...that was my first time in my 12 years of studying, being punished for being late to assembly..it was just a assembly , not schooling time...our gang..mandy,meichern,mankwan,ah fu,xinyi,peishyen,jiayi,sanji,wanwaikien,poow,micheal n me....almost everyone from acs were being punished...hahaha....we were asked to pick up leaves....haiz...almost 4o lower 6 students were punished...

what a day!!!!!

2008-06-04T06:42:00.000-07:00

this morning when i reached jusco about 11.20am none of them were there..so i decided to wait for them in mph...i went down again to starbucks where we were supposed to gather about 15 minutes later...still none of them had arrived..haiz then i went to popular...i told ah fu about it..i went there to search for form6 books....suddenly i heard ah fu's voice.she told me something excitingly..huh...she said she saw miss.seow..wow...i was so happy...i hugged her the moment i saw her..miss her so much...we had a long chat..then we went to green box...huh..we sang for about 3 hours..from 12 noon to 3pm...3hours long karaoke costs us about rm6.90 per person...we kept on pressing n pressing for songs...we sang about 30 over songs if not mistaken...wow...it was so fun....rachel has a very beautiful voice..haha..i visited the toilet...i played with the tissue container while yiru played with the water faucet...we walked few rounds and had a drink in old town before going back..i had nap once i reached home about 5pm..when i woke up...i started to change my blog settings...i was so frustruated when things didnt go well for more than 2 hours...huh...luckily everything is fine now..thanks to those who helped me...ah ying,mandy and wanwaikien....photoes grabbed from ah ni's blog

huh...we are in room 35

nice but not very delicious

our karaoke queen..rachel

before going back :)

i will never forget that feeling.....

2008-06-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

huh....sis serene asked us to go Raffles Hotel,where she is working there,to see a real christmas tree....the tree was imported with a few thousands sing dollars.it gave out a very pleasant smell..that was the last day for the tree to be placed in their main hall.....huh.....it was just so nice and huge.....we took many pictures there.....then,we walked around the hotel....the hotel is one of the most famous hotels in singapore....its structure is very nice..i love it.....then we went out to wait for sis sherene to go home.....we passed by raffles city...a big shopping mall..we were busy snapping photoes there suddenly v saw a group of 5 to 6 youngsters stood by the side ,waiting for their turn..we were about to move,when a guy called us to help them to take pictures....alright...my cousin sis asked me to help them..so fine....i just helped them...i took many pictures until they were satisfied....when i returned the handphone to one of them,automatically he said thank you...huh...i quickly turned over n walked to my cousin....before i made my move,i heard a loud wishing...'Merry Christmas'.....that moment was like in a movie or dream...i never been wished like that before...i was just very happy.....erm...a word to describe that feeling...fantastic...i will never forget it..seriously not because he is a guy...if he would be a girl,i would have the same feeling too...hahaha.......hopefully i can feel it again........

the christmas tree that i mentioned earlier.....so huge n beautiful

great memories in raffles hotel....

bro.kenny,uncle.sis sherene n me

great experience

2008-06-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

i will always remember this experience especially when i go to singapore again ....i went to singapore last year to celebrate christmas...during christmas eve,i went my cousin brother's hse....the next day,i went to my cousin sister's house...it was a great experienced when i took 45minutes journey from choa chu kang to toapayoh alone....that was my first time travelling from one house to another alone...usually my brother will accompany me...but last year he didnt go....i was afraid at first but i told myself to be brave...firstly is because singaporean especially the bus driver are friendly..secondly,i am educated..i can read maps right...thirdly worse come to worst i can take a taxi..huh....it was about 8pm...i reached a bus stop as directed by cousin sister,sherene..i didnt see anyone standing at the bus stop waiting for me...i started to feel worried....huh...'am i correct??is this the bus stop sherene told me?'huh...i questioned myself repeatedly...then i decided to call her eventhough i was using digi...huh...after a few minutes i made the call ,brother morgan came to the bus stop....i was relieved... bro.morgan went to work after sending me to their house......

later we went out to orchard road to take pictures...wow!!!the road was decorated so beautifully.....it was just so different from malaysia....they celebrated so happily....here are some pictures..

me and my cousin bro,kenny

orchard road

after that we went to bro.morgan's hotel...sis.sherene ordered a cup of orange jus with 10% of alcohol.....hahaha....that again was my first time drinking alcoholic drinks in singapore....hahha...luckily it was containing 10% of alcohol....so i wasnt drunk...

do i look like i am drunk??

then we went home around 12 something...

oku!!!!!

2008-06-02T10:06:00.000-07:00

after a few days school reopened....i went for a minor leg surgery....at first it was a very small dot...but then it was getting bigger and bigger until its size like a 10cents coin big...and most importantly it was very very painful especially when i walk...so without hesitating,my mum brought me to consult my family doctor in rahang....i was frightened by the doctor..the conversation was:(the doctor's name is Dr.Herman)

Me : good evening doctor..

Dr.Herman:hi...good evening..wat's wrong with you??

Me :there is a corn if not mistaken on my leg

Dr.Herman:show me....(he used a piece of wooden ice-crean stick to examine what is it)

hmmm..it is a corn

Me :doctor ,i used duofilm(a kind of medicine to cure corn) and the corn plaster

before...but it is getting bigger and bgger

Dr.Herman:ok...so you will have to go for a minor surgery since the medicines cant cure it.no

point wasting your time and money

Me :Hah!!!so serious??any other medicine??isit painful??(obviously i m scare-1st time

undergo a surgery eventhough it is just a minor surgery)

Dr.Herman:dont worry..it is not painful....okie??

Me :okie...i will come again tomorrow for the surgery.

the conversation ended and i went to tuition straight right after consulting the doctor...the next day when i went to the clinic,i was so nervous...haiz..my mum went to the room and told the doctor personally to put more analgesic so that it wont be painful during the surgery....

the clinic assistant uncle.chu told me to sit on a bed specially for surgery...wow...i was sweating like i was in a sauna....then the doctor injcted analgesic into my leg...wow!!!!it was just so painful....huh!!!if possible i will never go for any operation or surgery eventhough it is minor...never......but then when the the doc started to get rid of the corn it wasnt pain at all..i saw smokes evaporating and i smeled burnt smell....actually the doctor burned my flesh before removing it from my leg....after about half an hour the surgery ended..wit my smiley face.....

huh!!!!cant really walk after the surgery

my wound after a few days

looks so scary right?

disappointed :(

2008-06-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

we were placed to 3 different bio classes namely 6r izzuddin,6r alauddin n 6r iskandar.....when v went to our own classes...we had to take our own chairs and tables from the stor as directed by mr.shangar..my classmates,chwee yee,puay,peishyen ,mankwan,chandrella n i were so kind to carry chairs for them where we hoped that they would clean the class exp wipe the windows and sweep the floor....and we thought they would just reserved some place for us....when v reached the class,they were just sitting down with their own feng sui place...they didnt even sweep the floor....we had no other choice but to sit at the back...and we were very angry n luckily our monitor miss chwee yee directed them to wipe the windows....huh!!!!just so angry..later we found out that my classmates in 6r izzuddin never talked to other students from different schools.....they were just so quiet...similar to 6 r iskandar which is just beside my class....luckily i hav good friends who play n laugh with me in class...if not i will be very very boring....mmm....done.. :)

can i sleep well??

2008-06-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

that night i slept quite late....anxious about going to a new school to me..haha...i was busy asking my cousin about that school...then i prepared my stuff such as photostated ic,birth cert,spm result n most importantly offer letter to form 6....not forgettin my long lost uniform with different school badge....haiz...i made myself clear....eventhough i m no longer ACS student but i do believe that once an ACS-sian always an ACS-sian....hah..at the same time i am a Georgian....huh...i slept at11 something n got up at 7am.....i bathe n washed up....that was my 1st time after half a year didnt dressed up in school uniform....my mum asked my 2 prayed.....then i left my house around 8.15am...i reach the kgv entrance about 10 minutes later....the 1st i saw were peishyen n jia yi...we were busy discussing about our uniform...more and more coming after i reached..... ah fu,mandy,mc,xinyi,mankwan,rasathi,chandrella,sanji,yewyew,waikien,rachel n others gathered along the path opposite the school.....then a group of students coming...if not mistaken ah fu n some others busy talking about a guy....then ah fu asked me whether i still remember that guy who went to yiru's birthday in A&W....oh..then oni i recalled back..haha...it was about 9 in the morning...where the registration was scheduled....so v moved into so call a hall but it is actually a eating hall for those students who stay in the hostel....the orientation week started with speeches from the principal then mr.kuan n finally da counsellor...haiz....they always mentioned that the school is a clustered school...n the only school with tunnel...our legs were numb....to cut short the story...we were brought to walk around the school,taught to sing the school song and Q & A with seniors....

nervous

2008-06-02T08:25:00.000-07:00

erm....this is my 1st time blogging....hmph...quite happy n nervous..but dunno why i m nervous...okie lets get started...erm actually i dont like blogging...but during these 2 weeks of school holidays i m so boring n finally i have decided to create a blog account so that i dont waste my precious time ....but what to blog about???i really dont hav any idea of it...something cross my mind...erm...should i juz start with the night before form6 registration day??erm i guess so....