mum i love you

mum,
from the day you know u are pregnant till today,
your responsibility doesnt fades.
from the day i was born,
the love you give me is uncountable
from the day i learn how to walk,
you hold my hand tight
especially when i am about to fall
from the day i know how to think,
you teach me patiently how to be a good human

mum,
ur precious time
has just past without any enjoyment,
just simply for your family and your children
you didnt have time for yourself
not like others, dancing,singing,enjoying their life
just because a pair of children..
the time you spent,the effort you have given to them,
nothing can be compared.

mum,
you didnt blame your children for arguing with you
or raising up their voice,
instead you humblely speak to them
forgive them even they didnt apologise with you..

mum
the hard time when we were young,
the sorrowful when we were poor,
the awkward sight of neighbours,
didnt even affect your love to us...
this is the power of a mum...

mum,
i sincerely apologise to you
for what i have done
for the sins i did to you
for raising up voices to you
for being mad at you over small matter
for not helping you
for whatever i did which hurts you
mum,thank you so much for what you have done for me
i really appreciate your love
what you done for me
what you have given to me
eventhough we are not rich,
yet we isnt very poor.
thank you so much mum
i love you so much....
i m so grateful to god
to have given me such a wonderful mum

happy mother's day.....
love you

sincerely,
your daughter

what is so great about u n your sch???

dont you think that you r so great????i think the ministry of education is having some mistakes in selecting teachers...is it because there is not enough of teachers??yet they shouldnt take such a bad teacher....or i think they should hav ask some of these 'good' teachers to attend moral classes before teaching.they dont even know the basic moral values....

dont you dare to reprimand students for being not respectful o dont follow what you say when you yourself is not respecting others..you think your school is very great?you think the students wish to enter your school???pls dont b so perasan k....i bet if all schools have form six o v students were given choices,all of us will not step into your school.....would you just sit down n think what is so great about your school???great for having a prison school???great for having bad dicipline??great for stealing cases???great for having a bad canteen???great for having prefects caught smoking???dont u ever think it is a shame o a pride when u tell others about your so call one of the best schools???

why are you so proud of your school???please....people get to know your school is not because of what ever school it is...but people know the school for having the worse dicipline among the best schools....even those schools that you criticised are better than your school...

your school can be one of the best schools partly is because your students are chosen...i dont understand why cant you think before you speak...i dont think other schools will like to have problematic students.but the principals have no choice but to accept them....we are form six students.we can think properly before we speak so not to create any sensitive topics but why cant you,middle-aged man cant think before you speak?if you cant speak without guide,pls do write the speech out.or mayb you wana grab attention especially teachers' day is juz around the corner???even you teachers group students in either good performance to grab attention or behave badly to grab attention...so i guess you hav too many competitors to be the good ones,so you decided to b the worst..

school authorities wants us,students to be excellent but i guess with such a bad role model,we are qualified to be those who raise sensitive issues in the public then detain by ISA.for us to behave well,i guess those 'good' teachers should be kicked out.

v acs students have the joy whenever we want to go back to the school.none of the teachers will force us to go co-curriculum.we dont need to be locked like prisoners.we are so proud to tell others that we were former acs students.not like in thins school.totally diffrent.as if there is a big mirror reflecting wat we have gone through.....

hmmm...still first impression is important...i really regret for not goin to SPI....haiz.....

so teacher if you are good, dont be afraid for others critising you in newspaper or what ever it is.dont have to make it a school rule....

special you....

hmm...duno why every year,around this period i will miss you so much....everytime when i have something sad or happy,surely i can feel your presence...may be i think too much or may be you do stay by my side....

it is something special to me imagining my childhood with your presence by my side...playing with my and giving me love which i cant have it in this life time...eventhough i am not lucky enough to live with you,play with you and talk to you...i am still happy that i know i had you before....

maybe i runs some of your blood...i can feel how close we are eventhough you are no longer here....you will never know how i wish i can have you....i wanted to visit you but i cant..mum never let me there....i cant stop thinking of you especially when i am sad or fell being bullied....

i do comfort myself each time i see people happily chitchatting and playing with some who most of them dont appreciate their presence.....maybe you know i really nid you....that is why i can always feel your presence...

i really cant stop imagining the good time we have with goegoe especially in childhood time....how do you look like by now??r u as tall as me??shorter or even taller???r you living happily in the other world???maybe god loves you more than i do....i can only have you pictures forever....not even memories...sad me....hope you do rest in peace.....

forever love you...

valentine's day

da singles celebration...muahahahahaa...me,joyce,xinyi n mandy went to eat steamboat 2gether 2 celebrate valentine's day...sob**v dun hav valentine....anyway it was fun to go out together...erm later the couple of the day *mankwan n poow hui* joined us....hmmm....both of them + joyce knot go steamboat....hhhahaa....sure rugi 1...

hahaha...then v saw many acs fellas...

ppl today like 2 dress up awkwardly...hahaha...sexy dress to steamboat??mini skirts??hahhaa
mayb they feel too hot there....

23.1.09....i wil remember u always.....today i hav dissected a rat....i named it as -eleven-....hmm....abit nervous at first...some of my classmates cried...then when i hold the rat then i am fine with it.....luckily it is dead...if i were to kill it,i am sure i cant do it....i looked calm and brave....firstly we need to massage it in water to make it soft(frozen rat)

teacher showed us how to dissect.....but abit nervous.....

oopsss...painfull!!!!!can feel da pain when i nailed it....

forever in my memory.....

love you.....

my new classroom

friday was my 1st day to enter my new classroom,6A Izzuddin.....yeppy...i like it....but.....something happened...



let me start with cleaning the classroom.....everyone including the guys were helpful...but one of our 'good' friend did not help...she just stand there as if she is a princess or what...she just waited for others to sweep n clean the class then she freely go and reserve her place.....this had caused everyone to boycott her.....we were so angry with her...



when we were cleaning the class,we spoke very loudly...disturbing swee tin cheh's class(6A Isk)..she came over to our class,of course not like those impolite ones..she just stand there and told one of my classmate to lower down the voice....hahaa....we were so guilty bout it....sorry ya teacher....anyway,i heard she praised us for being cooperating....



next,school sports house meeting.....i am in meate house...at first i was in braddon..at that time,i was so unhappy cause i was the only chinese in that house.....sad....but when i found out mandy n jiayi are in that house,i fell so grateful..but unfortunately mr.nawi said that our houses were rearranged according to kementerian or something...this time i m in meate....now i hav jiahui and chwee yee with me....not bad..



when the house 1st meeting is on,election for committee was held...but all malays except 1 indian...haiz....the form 6 students including me are so bersemangat....we want to bring fame to our hse as everyone looks down at our house.....haiz....

but u know....jiahui n i was so bersemangat 4 lempar ccakera and lontar peluru events.....da irresponsible teacher said our names were not registered.....haiz....hopeless.....

pain.....

hmm...yesterday was my 12th day since i fell down....hmm...still bad...da sinseh pushed my leg so hard.....it was so painful till i cant say anything...omg.....what happen to me??/y i have to suffer that???these were the questions appering in my mind that moment....those who had undergo it will know the pain.....anyway..i have to get well soon..i want to take part in school sports day...hopefully.....