leg......

hmm...today is already the 4th day from the day i fell down.....as everyone will do..i went for a x-ray in aleen clinic....it was the first time i enter a x-ray room...hopefully it is the last time i go in....i was nervous when i entered the room....omg.....that doctor pressed my leg....so painful.........anyway....i am lucky that my bone or my knee is not fractured....but unfortunately.....my ligaments are hurt......

anyway i decided to consult another famous sinseh.....erm....for his knowledge (after pressing my leg so hard)he confirmed that my ligaments are hurt......omg...that sinseh is in his 50+...he is so energetic...he pressed my leg til my tears flow down uninvitedly.....he even showed my mum how abnormal my leg is.....this time it costs me about RM102.....

the first sinseh costed me bout RM30....x-ray RM30......

throught out the 19 years,my legs costed me so much....that is why my mum always say that i owned a pair of golden legs....

mum n dad....sorry for using so much money.....

luckily dad,mum and bro are always there for me...thanks for being so supportive......unlilke grandma.....

i had a bad day

hmmm.....this year,2008,i had the most special christmas in my 18 years of life..not because i get any big present or strike lottery..but became oku again...

i thought of warming up myself by playing my favourite sport,basketball..after so long didnt touch o it,i was so excited....but unfortunately,accident happened where i sprained my leg.....

i went to consult chinese sensei..he asked me whether we were flying...never see anyone who sprained their knee when playing.....it was so painful when i walked up 3-storeyed staircase.....

however,i still went to charmaine's house for christmas gathering eventhough i cant walk properly as i told her i will go......

the gathering was great.....thought of visiting aunties during christmas....i better stay at home...

the next morning,mum frightened me again..according to her,my uncle told her that if my leg continues to swell,my knee might have cracked..

really frightened me...never thought it could be that serious.....anyway...i just need to wait for another few days.........

hopefully not....

back to childhood....

look at these 3 big babies who enjoy playing sandart at jusco....how embarassing it was...but childhood feeling is still the best.....

look at joyce.....she is bullying a small kid named atikah......hahaha....wit her is her pink monster.....not lilo anymore

me n small little kid....still ours is prettier than hers.....hahahaha

joyce is guiding her...while mandy is snapping da photo


joyce cant tahan ady...she help her 2 do...

my own butterfly......

hmmm....quite successful as i can rear my own butterfly......whether u believe it or not,i witness with my eyes,from a small little caterpillar to a beautiful butterfly....what a nice butterfly.......

i feel so sad 2 let u go but i hav no other choice...i dont wana kill you either....i just hope that u can hav a happier life......how i wish i can hav a beautiful body like yours...

i should have....

i am sorry....i doesnt meant to hurt you neither blame on you....it was all my fault....i wanted to tel you but i dont know how to start it...you had given me so many clues but i nvr try to figure out....blame on me.....

i shold have asked you
i should have told you
i should have double-checked it
i should have figured out
i should have...
and i should have....
i should have...

cant regret now....i am just too stupid...that is what i am angry with......anyway..it has happened....cant do anything....just i m sorry to make u sad and feel sorry about what has happened....

i am sorry........

luckily i m open-minded...haha....nvmind...no worries..i can always find it back