life....

humans are meant to live in this world wit one another in tis world......but the people surrounding us wil leave us one day..and 1 dae v wil leave them also.....since young i hav many many close relatives who love me so much...but till today...many are gone.....

how i wish i can b with them forever n ever.....

how i wish the world has only natality but no mortality....

grandma n grandpa....how i wish u all can stay healthy when i grow up
so that i can take care of both of u...
bring u to many beautiful places....
da memories i had wil always cherish me...
the love u gave me...wil nvr fades
new year is cuming....another year u leave us....
now is not like those days...
where grandma..u wil make prawn crackers n biscuits wit me
i realy miss u...

both aunties....(da jiumu n xiao jiumu)
eventhough the time i spent wit u was short..
eventhough both of u left us for almoz 10years....
we wil nvr forget u

uncle....(da jiujiu)
u r da moz recent 1 to leave us....
u shud hav stayed longer
u shud hav attended da wedding b4 u leave...
but i m glad now dat u dun hav 2 suffer

how i realy wish u all can stay live forever wit us
like those days in kampung hse
children grown up without worries
play once v open our eyes..
when tired sleep
with laughter all over
with relatives all over....
wat a wonderful day....
if i ever hav a choice
i would rather not to choose air-cond hse
i would rather not to hav a concrete hse
but a long,simple wooden hse....

CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

as time passes by,i m goin more n more crazy...stpm juz 30++hrs ahead....my god......GOD pls help me!!!!!!!!!i m goin insane soon...words keep flashing in my head....wat m i goin 2 do if i get bad results??/wat hapen if i dont get da courses i wan??hmm.....regretting 4 not studying earlier.......hmm...m looking forward 4 da next 23 days.....haiz....

being molested

yer..hate da prefects in premier sch.....hmm...who du u think u guys are....u r juz our small little juniors...v r 19 years old u know....not kids anymore....how can u guys ask us to stand in such a public area n spot check us??even those drug traffikers who are goin to be sentenced wit death penalty oso have their right to b checked in a closed area......hey...we are gurls u know...u guys hav embarassed us infront of so many students...now ppl think dat v r bad students...juz a handphone...u guys shud juz giv up when u guys r so stupid dat u cant get any phone...that isnt our prob..y u guys juz cant admit dat v dun hav any phone wit us.....u guys hav go against our students right...

prefects..eventhough u r qualified to b prefects,it doesnt mean dat u guys can molest us.....u guys hav ruined our names...hmm..now i doesnt feel safe in sch....hmm....even i myself nvr touched my body so precisely.....so yuacksss when i think bout it..now oni i know y those gurls cry when being molested...now oni i understand da feeling.....hmm...hmm...dunno when oni i can overcome this feeling..it is hard to overcum partly is bcoz of being too conservatif in life...i really hope dat da sch will give an appropriate explaination to us...so unfair...otherwise..we wil see wat v can do...

nice to see,nice to hear,once is out consider worst

da stupidest school in seremban...so call the best sch but actuali da worst...the teacher there is proud of the school,critised other schs in front of students...but hav u realise dat ur sch isnt half of other schs which is ur so call bad sch???in simple way means this sch is even worse than those sch he said is bad...

head gurl absent for almoz 20 days oso din get any warning letter....she din do project work oso she get da 20marks...she told teacher she has some prob wit communicating wit her teammates..then i oso dun do my homework then when principal ask me,i wil say dat i cant cooperate n communicate wit my teacher...isit dat way???dont u think cluster sch given wrongly to this sch??

back to main topic...malaysia is an islamic based country wit no 'open-minded' act in open....hey u guys dun tell me dat u r malays but duno this rule....hmmm....eventhough v r not malays,v r still gurls...we hav our own limit..do u guys know wat is embarassment??o shy??hmm...v r 19 years olds students..not 9 years old...how can u all din even ask for our permission then straight away touch us??in addition,u gurls do it in public...my god..so many boys there....if it is in private place then can b accepted...my parents who brought me up oso din do such thing to me...even i myself din touch my body so precisely...my god.....u guys realy make us so embarass....hmmm...i really really cant accept it...guess i realy hav to b nun ady....ahahahaha.....

i realy cant accept being touched by others.....well....till now..i can b so open minded wit everything but not my body...guess my frens shud know it....hmmm....i dun care..i sure will report it...u guys over ady....eventhough the betrayer named us out,can u guys b a little bit rational n smarter??once u guys check dat v dun hav anyting,y still wana eye on us??/u guys too free isit??nothing to do isit???then go back n sleep la....waste time..DONT TELL ME ALL DA PREFECTS WHO SPOT-CHECKED US DIN BRING HP.....liar....

BETRAYER!!!!!!u think u so great isit point us out???if u realy wan name n merit,then do ur job properly...u hav alreadi black listed....dun try to be funy....du u know dat ur smile n ur face is very irritating???u r not qualified to b head gurl at all.....i realy look u down....FROM NOW ON u R NOT MY FREN ANYMORE....coz u dun even know wat frens r....

life

wat is life??
it is sumting very very fragile
at any moment..
it can disappear
or broken
life is juz as illustrated in poem
it is like candle
when it finish burning,
da flame will juz goes off
in human's life

when u r living will good health,
u will think of fame n wealth
these criteria is placed first before relationship,friendship
but the moment u realise that u hav limited time in this world
u wil regret
for not caring enuf towards the people surrounding u
for not putting them first before ur carrer or fame
for doing sinful things towards them
for not showering more love to them
for neglecting ur responsibilities u hav in them
for the ignorance u showed to them

the most hurtful moment is that u know u r dying soon
yet u dun hav enuf time to see them
to talk to them o to share precious moment together
u wan them to b at ur side
to b with u as long as u can
but
u r sad when u realise they r seeing ur painfulness
how suffer u r
u r worried that they wil be suffering wit u
u keep on apologising wit ur family members
for wat u hav done but do u know dat they alreadi forget wat u hav done??
when u lying there
nothing can compare to the love they hav in u
nothing can compare to the bonds they hav in u
mayb when u r rich
they will juz leave u alone..
wit ur living so u think they r angry wit u
their true heart,the love n the respect to u
still like before
nvr changed
even wat u hav done
bro is bro
uncle is uncle
relationship will nvr b affected wit wat had happened
dun feel guilty anymore
no one is perfect in the world
lets juz pray hard
for miracle
v love u so much
so pls dun leave us so fast

ppl..pls appreciate ur life,ur family n ppl surrounding u
since u hav time
do sumting u wish to do
love the ppl who loves u
dont wait till u hav no time
dun regret when u about to leave
dun waste the life god has given to u
so that when u know u r dying soon
pls
go in peace...
wit no guiltiness
wit no anger
but full of happiness
full of satisfaction
full of love
full of gratefulness

sincerely..

god..
i sincerely pray to u
pls pls
forgive whatever sinful act that he has done,
watever words he spoke which have offended You
watever thoughts which saddens You

God,
pls give him more time to do watever he hasnt
pls giv him another chance to correct watever he has done wrong
pls giv him time to spend wit his children
to hav a short enjoyment wit his family

God
You hav been generous to giv him this life
pls let him fulfill his dream before he leaves this world
once he left,he cant turn back
pls have mercy towards this man
not to let him to end this life with guilt...

God,
we the sinners were so unworthy
yet u choose to die for us
fill us wit ur holy spirit
god,ur love is everlasting
and ur mercies will never end..
ur this little believer
still need your guide
to show,to lead and to take him wit u

oh god...
now he has to fight for life
he enters the room safely,
pls let him out safely..
god every1 is hoping for miracles
and v believe that only you can fullfil us
oni ur angles are able to do so....
god we realy appreciate this man
that u hav given to us
v r so thankful for wat u hav given us
such a wondeful man

god
eventhough i m not the one qualified to ask anything from you
to hav such a big thought
god i know i hav been too much
to ask so much from you
to hav been greedy
but i sincerely pray to you
god
pls save his life...
pls let da miracle happen to him
pls giv him more time
god..pls
pls

sincerely....

piss off

hmm..i m wondering wat kind of children are there in the future world???how can they can juz ignore the danger of their parent???isnt their parent's life important to them??have they ever think or realise who were the one who bring them to this world full of colours n excitement??

children children,
u can b proud of urself
proud of ur properties,
proud of ur knowledge,
proud of ur life
proud of everything
BUT
u can never proud of urself infront of ur parents.
u can always blame ur parents for whatever they hav done
u can ignore them by juz saying wat they did to you
u can always push ur responsibility to others
but can u really face urself without lying??
can u face god the day u die??
can u face ur parents with all ur sins??

u can boost how rich u r....
but once u r unwilling to treat ur parents,
u r worst than a begger
u can tell anyone,
show anyone you payslip
how much u earn a month
but such a small amount of money
dont tell me u cant take out for the sake of ur parents
to treat them,
to give them an enjoyable life towards the end of their life

do u ever think wat is ur parents feeling when u ignore them??
they will think dat u r doing and planning the best for them
but ur sinful thought has made them feel betrayed....

u prayed hard..
asking god to bless u..
but what for...
how u do u expect the god to giv u all the blessing when u treat ur parents like dat??

now i m juz telling u the truth
DONT WAIT TILL U R TOO LATE
time doesnt wait for anyone...
do watever u can when u still hav time
once they r gone
u will regret
but no one can help u
when u realise that,
u can only bring sinful act wit u when u die
trust me
u can never be happy for the rest of ur life
no matter how rich u r,how proudful u were
money can only follow you to the graveyard
but love will forever cherish u till the day u die....