special you....

hmm...duno why every year,around this period i will miss you so much....everytime when i have something sad or happy,surely i can feel your presence...may be i think too much or may be you do stay by my side....

it is something special to me imagining my childhood with your presence by my side...playing with my and giving me love which i cant have it in this life time...eventhough i am not lucky enough to live with you,play with you and talk to you...i am still happy that i know i had you before....

maybe i runs some of your blood...i can feel how close we are eventhough you are no longer here....you will never know how i wish i can have you....i wanted to visit you but i cant..mum never let me there....i cant stop thinking of you especially when i am sad or fell being bullied....

i do comfort myself each time i see people happily chitchatting and playing with some who most of them dont appreciate their presence.....maybe you know i really nid you....that is why i can always feel your presence...

i really cant stop imagining the good time we have with goegoe especially in childhood time....how do you look like by now??r u as tall as me??shorter or even taller???r you living happily in the other world???maybe god loves you more than i do....i can only have you pictures forever....not even memories...sad me....hope you do rest in peace.....

forever love you...